Smarty Pig deals crushing blow to the self esteem

So today I entered into a contest through Smarty Pig an online banking/savings company via Twitter with the complete and total mindset that I wouldn't win anything as is common for me because I really never win anything. So they announce the winners and wouldn't you guess...I didn't win but I will tell you what I did do. I was in the top 20 losers for this competition. Now it is great and all that Smarty Pig puts on these contest but when I saw my name in this list I thought "Wow, I was that close to winning $100. Thanks Smarty Pig for making me aware of how close I was to greatness but managed to fall just a few names short thus placing me in the same group as the rest of the losers." Oh, and I was the second to last biggest loser of the "Close but not close enough" group by coming in 19th place there, YA for me!

Good thing Thanksgiving is coming up because I am not sure if I could recover from this crushing blow.

I am not done with you Smarty Pig, next time I will make sure I am the number 1 loser.

Hello Blog...It's me Tyler.

I apologize for neglecting you. I make promises on here of spending my time with you and neglect to follow through.

I will work harder to give you the attention you deserve.

yours truly.